ONe MOmEnT

...... There are some moments that are truly hard to describe and sometimes it feels like they lose their magic the more you tell them..... You know the moments, the ones you would happily carry to your grave. You have them on constant replay behind your eyelids. I had one of these moments..... He sat on the edge of the bed, right at the corner, and I sat directly behind him.... I’m talking up close and personal, but my legs where opened so his lower back was within my thighs. I had my arms around his waist and I would occasionally stroke up and down his chest and he would sit still and calm while I did this, daring to breathe. I lowered my head and put my ears to his back so I could hear his beat. And again he sat still for me and breathed in and out for me, just for my pleasure. We were so close that we could have been just the one person instead of separate individuals. But at this moment, we were one.... like listening to him there and then was more than what it was.....I cannot describe the peace, calmness, desire and mad want that was searing through my body at that moment. But it was like a cord connecting me to him, and I was happily enjoying the suffocation. And I knew he was feeling it too, because we were now one, so what I felt he automatically felt.... and for once in my life it felt like all was right and fair within the world, like this was how it was meant to be. In this gorgeous moment we were beautiful and different. I would have given up the rest of my unexplored life to grow old in this one moment. This moment defined what it is I have been looking for. As I sat there hearing the melody of the workings of his body, he grabbed my arms and pulled me closer to him, wrapped my arms tighter around him, like if he could he would have preferred me on the inside of him. Bliss..... That’s the one word for this moment..... Inhaling the scent of him, the beauty of our bodies wrapped so tightly.... we caught a glimpse of our reflection and his smile mirrored mine, we smiled as one. Inhaled and exhaled as one, liked as one, loved as one, lived as one......all this in One Moment.