ThE SwEEtest PaiN

The sweetest pain....not the one I feel when u push hard in between my thighs but the one you cause me when I watch u in your unconscious state. The thing that hits my heart when all I want to do Is to shout out that I love u. Truth so deep that it weighs me down with the positive possibilities. I touch you passionately there and let it linger, listen to my heavy silence, I wish to pass something on to u. I love u. It all became clear to me not when I was extracted from you but when we were reunited and my heart took on a different beat that gave me relief. Did not recognise the beat because it was not mine, it was beating in synch with yours. A new beat it had learnt all on its own it your absence. Your hands carved perfectly to cradle my little ones in yours. This is the sweetest pain, not being able to tell you all this, because like a rare creature, too much activity and I'll scare u away.. And I can't have that, you were only recently discovered and all your benefits I am yet to learn .But nesting these feelings lightens me up and gives me wings. So, for this reason I remain dangerously over my limit in emotions and pray to God everyday that I don't let one escape my grasp and scare you away, because all though this is the sweetest pain, loosing you would be the finishing death.....